Too Much Love

Do you ever think that you love your baby, babies, kid, kids too much? I do, I really think that maybe I love Abrisa too much. I wrote this recently on facebook on her birthday: A year ago, God gave me an angel. I love her more than I have ever loved anyone. I feel like a different word should be created for how I feel about this sweet girl. I love everything about her. I love her face, her ears, her hair, her chunk legs, her dimple chin, her buns, her tummy, her nose, her mouth, her voice, ...everything. I am so lucky that God gave her to me. She isn't perfect, but she IS perfect for me. She is my "goose". I adore her. Thank you Lord for every second I spend with her. Happy Birthday, Abrisa Elizabeth, I'm so happy you are mine. She's just so sweet. There are funny little things that you find interesting or funny about your little ones. Like.... whenever I am rocking Abrisa before a nap or bedtime, she always plays with my necklace (a heart necklace that says her name one it). If she is ever hanging out naked, she always gets away from me as quick as possible in hopes that I'll leave her nude and just forget that she needs a diaper. I'll put a bow in her hair and she won't mind it for a while, but when she's in the car, she'll magically find it and take it out and usually laughs about it. She'll just laugh hysterically at little things-- she was handing things to me (from the inside of my purse) and each time I would take them, she would die laughing!! And another time, I threw a wipe down and it made a funny sound so she laughed sooo hard, so I kept doing it and she laughed over and over and over. When she pushes her little toy that she can walk behind, she laughs the whole time (especially when she runs into something). It's hilarious!! I guess that's why I love her so much! I am trying to figure out what she is supposed to sleep in now. She is still wearing a full footed/long sleeved pajama, but her size is apparently for slendor and long babies. She is too short for her size and is too sausagey. Her legs and arms have to be squeezed in, so these pajamas are too big and too small for her. I guess I need to get her the two-piece pjs. My thought though is aren't her feet going to get cold, I keep our house very cold (especially at night). I know I could put socks on her, but surely they'll come off in the night. I also don't want the pants to be irritating to her on her waist. I think I'll just go to Carter's or Target and buy some two-piece pjs and try them out. I'm sure Abrisa would say, "I'll be fine mom!" We'll see.